Missing Muse

My Muse has left the building.
It's gone on vacation and left no calling card.

My muse likes to do this to me, come and go as it pleases. I find it extremely annoying. I enjoy writing, it's my pastime, it's even more than that to me. It's my escape, my escape from reality. Not that I need to escape from reality anymore, other than the fact that it starts to become mundane and boring recently. Studying, homework, work, meetings, school. That's a lot less interesting then dramatic life changing problems, angels, demons, swords, and magick. During the summer I immerse myself in my writing only surfacing when my mother calls me because it's dinner or she's tired of me sitting on the computer all day typing away. Not that she'd understand what it's like to lose yourself in a story, character, and plot line where you can be anyone you want to be and do whatever you want. During the school year I don't write as often, though I keep one or two online stories (otherwise known as rps) with some friends of mine.

During Easter break I had found my muse, she had once again came to visit me. I started many rps and a story of my own. I was able to sit on the couch for hours on end and just type away letting words fill the page. But since I've came back I've noticed a decline in my writing and now my muse has left. She's gone on vacation again probably Jamaica this time. I just wish I had some warning, a mental mind note would be nice. "Hey I'm leaving. Coming back whenever I feel like" Though I doubt that'd be very helpful. Mainly I want my muse back because I want to write again to relieve my stress from finals, but maybe it's a good thing it's gone otherwise I'd get distracted.

Well this post was mainly to get the wheels in my head churning. Hopefully I will find my muse again or she'll come back.